I never hoped for the best

But I′d be surprised if it got any worse, I swear

I never told you the truth, I realizedThat you never cared at all

I woke up this morning

On someone else's mattress

Don′t mean to be a bother

But what the fuck just happened? (ay!)

And I fell apart in your driveway

Like, a thousand times

Past few months, my dear

I've lived a thousand lives

I knew from the start that I

I should've drawn the line

Hot to the touch my dear

I keep getting cauterized

I′m letting the blood build up in my mouth

I′m so damn scared of just letting it out

I'm so damn scared of the sound

It′ll make on the ground

I woke up this morning

On someone else's mattress

Don′t mean to be a bother

But what the fuck just happened?

And I fell apart in your driveway

Like, a thousand times

Past few months, my dear

I've lived a thousand lives

I knew from the start that I

I should′ve drawn the line

Hot to the touch my dear

I keep getting cauterized

17-250 (Fuck me, why did I do that?)

17-250 (I can't stand myself but you knew that)

17-250 (250, 250)

17-250 (250, 250)

I woke up this morning

On someone else's mattress

Don′t mean to be a bother

But what the fuck just happened?