Jose showed me fresh cologne cause I told him we gone be rich he said take me along

30 months later haven′t talked to since we heard so far gone

Made a remix to that shit they told me that that shit was rawKnew I would be someone the day I sang the bachata to mom

That's why I cry so much cause I′m 18 and still feeling lost

Told myself at 16 if I'm broke working minimum wage at 22

I might as well just kill myself but god stopped me like 20 times

He said patience will save myself so I keep rapping

Story's about rented cars make me sick so I keep laughing

When niggas talk to me about all these corny ass captions

I don′t give a fuck bout who′s with who or who has the most money

If you got the most nigga show me with actions

A lot of you niggas post mad girly shit for reactions

That's not your car that chain real ok show me transactions

I′m sick of all the funny talk and I'm sick of the capping

My friends only my friends because they don′t judge my reactions

They don't understand me but there there for me

Cause Ima crazy mother fucker so if you think you know me nigga then pray for me

You see the demons don′t you

Huh you see the demons nigga

I had a dream I felt alive and so I pulled the trigger

Cause now a days I feel so numb to life as a I get bigger

I'm living the nightmare that I never wanted to live

Almost signed up for college

I'm working like whorkaholic dads

That turn achoholic sad cause they can′t work exotic

Nah stop that shit is fucking scary

And I rebuke that life for me I′ll be better than dad

I'll be better than that I know I′m worth billions at that

I know that I could rap I walk into buildings and cats bow down to me

Cause they feel the spirit in me that wants it bad

I really need it nigga

Look I really see it nigga

I'm born for this when I hear sounds I just repeat it nigga

I′m always honest I work hard like I'm Giannis can′t hear you over the defense nigga

If I want it it takes some time for me to reach it nigga

But when I reach it you know I'll over achieve it nigga

Ima complete it nigga

Cause I believe it nigga

The king of this not the only one that perceives it nigga

Your girl told me but let's not bring her into this

I see the corniness when I walk through a room with chicks

I don′t give a fuck trynna get rich

I walk in looking like cave men and the bitch is still horny as shit

And I′m so sorry mama I had to swear a couple times to get my point across

Cause nowadays the only way they listen is with sin involved

The outcome of the youth that Jesus tried to make a story of

But what he gone write about

A bunch of fake friends that faking to make amends with you

Because there jealous of the talent that you bring to them

My niggas should feel fucking lucky that I'm friends with em′

My family should be fucking happy that I'm still with em′

My city should be fucking thankful that I haven't left em′

My mommas always right

One day I'll be so rich I won't have to fight for a salary

My momma said that at 18 I′d end up in a Camry

I told her nah now I′m 18 and I'm driving a Honda

When I was young I told my self never drive a Toyota

Practiced in mom sienna when I′m rich I'll drive a Supra

The sneak dissing makes me sick if you hate me then say it

Don′t try to be friendly with me and then gossip to satan when I'm gone

I expect that from females but niggas be gossip girls so I treat them like Serena

We in a drama world

So please don′t get my shit involved