Yeah, ooh

I still choke a little every time your name comes upHold my tears, once they fall, oh I can′t make 'em stop

I put pressure on my wrist ′cause my arms can't stop shaking

It's been a decade since you left, still you be reappearing

In my dreams, in my sleep, in my lyrics

I′m afraid to put them out

′Cause it feels I'm closing up your chapter

But I′m not, not prepared to let you go

Too much stories left untold

So I keep you in my yellow notebook in this cardboard box

In the attic of my parent's house

To stop myself from thinking ′bout you too much

To stop myself from thinking what I could've done

But every time

November rain got me thinking ′bout you

You slipped away and you left me too soon

Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots

It's been a minute, but I still feel the blues

November rain got me thinking 'bout you

Took you away and you left us too soon

Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots

Do anything to take that one look at you

Tell myself a hundred times, "There′s nothing to be done"

Helped auntie settle down before you end your run

Pray you left without the pain

You′re up there and you're okay

I′m so sorry, wasn't there by your side when you

Closed your eyes, hate myself for not saying "Goodbye"

And it haunts me in my dreams every other night

I know that if you′re here today with a smile upon your face

You'll say, "Son, it′s all okay"

But it's not okay

Christmas don't feel the same

I hate that empty chair on grannies table

When it′s still your place

Time could pass, but some things never change

Too much I wanna say

Guess I′ll start this shit off with how was your day

'Cause these words are boulders on my shoulder blades

You loved me so yet I didn′t say the same

Now every time in November when it starts pouring rain

Your voice begins to echo, echo through my brain

November rain got me thinking 'bout you

You slipped away and you left me too soon

Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots

It′s been a minute, but I still feel the blues

November rain got me thinking 'bout you

Took you away and you left us too soon

Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots

Do anything to take that one look at you

Another year, another month would be more than enough

Another day, another hour, maybe to catch things up

Turn back the clock, let you know I loved you just as much

Maybe these tears will finally fucking start to stop, yeah

November rain got me thinking ′bout you

You slipped away and you left me too soon

Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots

It's been a minute, but I still feel the blues

November rain got me thinking 'bout you

Took you away and you left us too soon

Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots

Do anything to take that one look at you

Yeah, to take that one look at you

To take that one look at you