Til' now I always got by on my own

I never really cared til' I met you

Uh, This wasn't typical for me don't confuse it

Only thing I've ever loved before you was music

Took my heart and bruised it, You ain't give a fuck

I guess you never know what you have til' you lose it

I know soon you'll probably see it all clear

And realize you lost a real love

Who was here for you unconditionally, but it's ugly

Now years down the line, you reminisce to the point you shed a tear

But I'll be long gone and I never will appear in you're life no more

So gimme 'bout a year, Turn on the radio and I'll be all that you can hear

And you'll be mad you ever went and let me disappear

Now it's only my dreams that I run to

It just sucks that one of them will never come true

You did some shit that you can't Apple Z undo

You cocked back and shot me down witch'ya gun boo

And I still got the wounds that'll prove it

What the fucks the point of having love if you lose it?

Took the energy, that's what I go into the booth with

Now I write a song from my heart, You abuse it

And paint the picture of a love lost

Now I know I can't afford the price love cost

Feelin' feeble and weak from the blood loss seeping from my chest

Now I know it just ain't what it once was

And since you peaced every day has been a struggle to

Maintain sane when I know I'm still in love with you

Seeing you around with somebody else touchin' you, I'm sick to my stomach wondering is he fuckin' you?

And I know I'm buggin' too, wishin' I could let it go and stop thinkin' 'bout you

But I can't forget it though

You were my queen and you were my dream, til' you turned nightmare I just wanna scream

Somebody please pinch me, I just gotta wake up

I just keep missin' how it was before the break up

Stuck in the past when you were my ace

I just hope you know you could never be replaced

It burns like mace in my face, a vodka shot straight no chase, When I think of us being erased

But you don't feel the same, showin' no empathy

Whatever fuck it, I guess it wasn't meant to be

Aha ha, It is what it is, Take it how you want it.