Yeah

Last night I knew just what to say but you weren′t there to hear it

My self-destructive tendencies are always interferingI should've said, "I′m sorry and I never meant to hurt you"

I wish you were here so that you could hear it all

How everything's my fault, yeah

Standing next to my phone just

Hoping you might call but

I'm afraid that I′ll let you down again

And you can go tell your friends

I′ve

Had all too many second chances

Taking them all for granted

Apologies in advances

And leaving you empty-handed

Yeah, I've been so bad for you

Don′t worry, I hate me, too

Ooh

But I've been

Working on fixing my priorities

So that you′re right at the

Top of the list and I don't ruin it

Like I always did

Promise I′ll go through with it

Last night I knew just what to say but you weren't there to hear it

My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering

I should've said, "I′m sorry and I never meant to hurt you"

I wish you were here so that you could hear it all

I wish you were here so that you could hear it all

I wish you were here so that you could hear it

Wishing you were here so you can hear me say

"Fucking-up′s the only thing I ever did consistently"

But I'm not who I used to be

Everything feels new to me

When you left, I finally found some clarity

Yeah

But I′ve been

Working on fixing my priorities

So that you're right at the

Top of the list and I don′t ruin it

Like I always did

Promise I'll go through with it

Last night I knew just what to say but you weren′t there to hear it

My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering

I should've said, "I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt you"

I wish you were here so that you could hear it all

Last night I knew just what to say but you weren′t there to hear it

My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering

I′m sorry for the ricochet, I never meant to hurt you

I wish you were here so that you could hear it all

I wish you were here so that you could hear it all

I wish you were here so that you could hear it

Last night I knew just what to say but you weren't there to hear it

My self-destructive tendencies are always interfering

I should′ve said, "I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt you"

I wish you were here so that you could hear it all

I wish you could hear it all

All