Eden
So tell me this is who you are
They tell me, I′ve got something more
And oh, you could be lovedBut I don't want the lights to
Find me when I′m dark and lost, but never on my own
'Cause I just wanna swing like Sinatra
Singing like I can't stop
′Cause I can never rock like a Rolling Stone
I just wanna live like the ones before, yeah
And maybe I could play guitar like Hendrix
Or save the world or end it
And maybe they′ll remember me when I'm gone
That′s all I could ever want
That's all I want
So I got ten minutes to be all or nothing to
Whoever wants to hear
And I got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat
′Til I'm burnt out and disappear
But I owe you nothing
And I own my luck
Oh, they say you′ll never be alone again
But I don't think you understand me or what I fear
But you could be loved
But I don't wanna lie to
Tell myself I′m more than all the mistakes I′ve outrun
But I'm only here for a minute
And I don′t care what you say
'Cause I know you′re only here 'cause I′m winning
But I can be my own kind of rock and roll, like
I don't really care if you say, you don't fuck with me
And I can say what the fuck I want ′cause it′s down to me
And I got love for you even if you were doubting me
Like, oh my God, I just can't stop
′Cause I just wanna sing like Sinatra
With ethanol my soundtrack
'Cause I could never rock like a Rolling Stone
And wonder how it feels to burnout young
′Cause I just wanna die before my heart fails
From heartbreak or cocktails
And maybe you'll cry once you know I′m gone
That's all I could ever want
Oh, that's all I want, yeah
′Cause I ain′t scared of livin'
(Does it get easier?)
(No)
No, I ain′t scared of livin'
(Yes, It gets easier)
(Oh yeah? Lo
No I ain′t scared of livin'
′Cause it's all we've got
What are we breathin′ for if we ain′t livin'?
And I don′t want your love
I just wanna feel like I'm still livin′
And if there is no God
I'll know the day I die I lived through heaven
And that I gave it hell
And if it hurt, oh well
At least that′s living
(The more you know who you are, and what you want...)
That's all I want
(The less you let things upset you)
That's all I want
(I just don′t know what I′m supposed to be)
(Ya know?)
(I tried being a writer, but umf
I hate what I write and ahh
I tried taking pictures, but
They're so mediocre, you know?
And every girl goes through a photography phase
You know, like horses?
And take uh, dumb pictures of your feet)
(You′ll figure that out
I'm not worried about you)