I saw the Northern Lights at 19

Pathfinding in the sky and staying up like that shit easy

Feeling I might call and make a mill′ just like its easyWhy should I save a world that would never save me?

And I've been burning both ends

Like I′m trying to see the end of time

Fucking like we fell in love with wasted life

What you waiting for?

We won't always feel this good (waiting for?)

Yeah

How would the right time grant what you want?

Don't you wanna feel right standing on your ones?

On your ones (yeah)

It′s just how I feel sometimes

I told you it′s gon' be alright (alright)

But I only hear about you through friends now

(I only hear about you through friends now)

I didn′t feel the time slip by

I didn't know that was a last goodbye

I guess we are who we are ′til we're not

(All good friends give good head)

(We don′t wanna hear it)

And with my arms 'round my friends

'Til the bitter end

I don′t really care

What you really said

I can break my heart by myself

Guess we are who we are ′til we're not

If it keeps going how it′s been then we're gone

And if it′s all in my head

I made peace with it

I'm still myself in the morning

I been waking up with a new friend

And they boyfriend and his new friends

So what you waiting for?

Build me up, I can′t feel this enough

I called your bluff, I don't care if you walk this time

I don't wanna feel like I′m reaching

I don′t wanna feel like I'm reaching

But it′s just how I feel sometimes

I told you it's gon′ be alright

I only hear about you through friends now

I didn't feel the time slip by

I didn′t know that was a last goodbye

I guess we are who we are 'til we're not

(What you waitin′ for?)

It′s just how I feel sometimes

I told you it's gon′ be alright

But I only hear about you through friends now

I didn't feel the time slip by

Didn′t know that was a last goodbye

Guess we are who are 'til we′re not

And I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching

I don′t want it