I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind

I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes

But I can′t sleepAnd oh God, I wanted to be your high

But everything I said, went unheard

And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred

Became our downfall

'Cause you say I drink and I smoke, and I talk too much

But I know you lied when you said you just gotta go and save yourself

So hear me out

You know everybody talks, girl

And it means nothing ′til you let it

But if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to

And you can run if you feel you have to

Now I'll be fine if you ever ask me

I know it′s hard, but no one said it′s easy

Falling's easy

But there′s only one way up

So, I've been thinking that I think too much

And I can′t sleep, but I can dream of us

And I've been seeing shit, like horror cuts

It′s burning down, I gotta drown this out

And you said you need me to let this go

But it's who I am, or am I just losing it

'Cause you said jump and I went first

But falling′s always been my downfall

And you say I drink and I smoke, and I talk too much

But I know you lied

When you said that you just had enough and save yourself

So hear me out

You know everybody talks, girl

And it means nothing ′til you let it

And if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to

And you can run if you feel you have to

And I can drink if I feel I have to

I know it′s hard, but I can't feel like I used to

Like I used to

′Cause I used to defy gravity

Defy gravity

Goodbyes keep dragging me down

And I'm fighting gravity

Defying gravity

I tried, but I keep falling

′Cause falling's easy

But it only brings you down