Here are some words you can write in your diary.

Thanks for the dosage, Ill call you in the morning if I can still dial. How pretty this sunset would be if I knew it was my last.

Damn this soul and damn this body for bringing me back again.

Can you will a heart to stop?

I had this dream where I hear your song at my undoing; I have this dream where I cant feel anything but my heart beating.

Simple phrases roll off of my tongue like a waterfall.

Im sorry if you get swept away.

Damn this soul and damn this body for bringing me back again.

Can you will a heart to stop?

So write this down, address it your heart.

Avoid the consequence of dealing with your guilty conscience.

I can taste the words as they slip away.

I can taste the words as they slip away and fall apart.

I had this dream where I hear your song at my undoing.

I have this dream where I cant feel anything but my heart beating.

And when I die I hope you know theres something I forgot to say.

When Im gone I hope you know that this song was the death and the birth of me