I didn′t wanna have to break it off

But you got my back up against the wall

I could take it back, but it's all my faultAnd all I know is I′ma make it worse

I'm burning down, but I burn it all

I never wanna have to take a loss

Only wanted you to take my soul

But you left it with me in the name of love

Run away from home again

I'm carving these notes into bloody arms

Alone with my soul impaled

Run away from your loving arms

Why am I so afraid?

I don′t care, I′m not coming home

Why am I crying if this is what I wanted all along?

But they don't wanna, they don′t wanna

They take advantage of the lonely ones

Washing my hands in this bloody water

I miss the way that I thought it was

You, me, against the world

And now the whole world is just against me (yeah, mm)

(Can't take it, nah, can′t take it all)

You don't wanna have to lose it all

But I would rather lose it anyway

I swear I knew I′d lose you anyway

I use your picture as a band-aid

To cover every single hurting place

And I don't think that I can take it all

I really wish that I could take it all

It's so cold

Run away from home again

I′m carving these notes into bloody arms

Alone with my soul impaled

Run away from your loving arms

Why am I so afraid?

I don′t care, I'm not coming home

Why am I crying if this is what I wanted all along?

I don′t even know where I'm going, but I′m going there fast, uh

My actions only matter in the present, I don't care about the past, no

And I don′t get the answers to your questions

So can you please stop asking me? Stop asking me

Why am I so afraid of you?

Your stare makes me so uncomfortable

'Cause I see myself in your eyes, your eyes

Run away from home again, I've tried

So many lives that I′ve died in

Why am I so indecisive?