Hold myself ′cause I feel like you are up to something

Fuck yeah you are up to something

Scandalous, taste bitter heartI know it makes you blush

I got pain in my brain I don't want you feel

Emotions I can′t bare to reveal

Mine as well left my heart open

I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real

Got pain in my brain I don′t wanna feel

Emotions I can′t bare to reveal

Man, I left my heart open

I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain′t real

I'm heart broken open still sliding

My flow is still immaculate

I′m out of retirement

I got a lot of pain you can see in my writing

I'm hiding still looking for a love I′m trying

Man I look hard when I look for a girl

I be looking for her but never look for myself

Man it fucks with my health

Still tryna play the game of life with dealt the cards I was dealt

I have been looking out for you

Don't really know what I'm doing

I don′t really know but I′m still all alone

So I still put my pain inside this notes

Half the pain will never go away

Still miss them times we call everyday

Remember the time we were on the same page

But the love burn quickly it come and it fades

Reminiscing every picture with you

Yes, I miss you but you wasn't happy

Everything you said was dead

And now I don′t know what to do without me

Imagine you with someone else

Got me going through the motions

Come on baby give me something

'Cause, I got pain in my brain I don′t want you feel

Emotions I can't bare to reveal

Mine as well left my heart open

I am not chosen but I′m hoping things I feel ain't real

Got pain in my brain I don't wanna feel

Emotions I can′t bare to reveal

Man, l left my heart open

I am not chosen but I′m hoping things I feel ain't real