Wake yourself up

I′d listen back for hours

Disintegration by The CureLullaby, Homesick, Lovesong

Soundtrack to my time on tour

Quit my job, took a flight

Call my girl, start a fight

Did my best, Eddie Vedder

Then I buckle under pressure

Members come and members go

Town to town is all I know

Austin, Houston, El Paso

Adderall and espresso

How do you sleep at night?

Try as hard as I might

Did my best, Evan Dando

Where the fuck did the time go?

Throw your life away

Pick it up on another day

And I can't, I can′t hear you

Throw your life away

Pick it up on another day

And I can't, I can't hear you

′Cause I can′t hear you

Wake yourself up

It's not what I intended

No holidays or wedding vows

Cousins turned to teenagers

Send me back if you know how

Skim through all that they write

You didn′t have it tonight

Please them all, you could never

Bet it sticks with you forever!

Throw your life away

Pick it up on another day

And I can't, I can′t hear you

Throw your life away

Pick it up on another day

And I can't, I can′t hear you

'Cause I can't hear you

It′s not so glamorous

See your life through a camera lens

Add it up, anyone impressed?

Add it up ′til I'm laid to rest

It′s not so glamorous

Looking back on a life I missed

Add it up, all the years of stress

Always told I was second best

I had to learn

I had to learn

(I had to learn)

(I had to learn)

I had to learn

And I had to

And after all these years, my blessing was actually a curse

And what is success other than a comparison?

Me vs me vs all of y'all