I hope you′re happy

Like the way you used to be

When we would talk about the future, smell the Summer in the treesBut now it's Winter

And a lot of time has past

It′s been a year and a half, I hope you haven't moved past this

You're kinda hard to contact

At least that′s what your friends say

But it′s been a while since we have talked

I'm wondering if you′d rather not

And I've noticed

That you′ve been struggling to admit

That I don't know the half of it

And things have changed a lot since we met

I hate these worthless conversations, rationalized indecision

And the awful thoughts I had when you were having too much fun

I′m a liar and a cheat and I'll be here all fucking week

I'll just be trying to slow my heart rate down enough so I can finally fall asleep

When we drove out to the hills where you can see across the city

While the trees blocked half the view the center console stabbed our backs

I thought, "Fuck me, this is nice"

And then you did and then it was

And then we laid out on the pavement till the cold crept through our bones

When we drove out to the hills where you can see across the city

While the trees blocked half the view the center console stabbed our backs

I thought, "Fuck me, this is nice"

And then you did and then it was

And then we tried to forget, this would be the last time this would happen before you left