Where to run to, where to hide, much to full to swalllow my pride

But I'm still haunted by something inside as if another part of me

has died.

Paralyzed, I close my eyes, the pain inside surrounds me.

Petrified, life fades away, at the end of my rope I'm waiting.

Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone, empty inside, out of control.

My heart a void, my empty soul, until it's filled I'll never be whole.

How did things ever get so bad, sinking empty, full of despair

I find myself alone and scared, in a world where nobody cares.

A hopeless end, afraid deep inside

Relief from my pain, the end a suicide?

The tears I've cried have left me blind

I yearb to find peace, a presence of mind.