It's complex

easier it is the harder I try to get out of it

I'm the first to admit it

when the cigarettes lit only to be extinguished

its complex

you all love me anyway

you're better off without me

at least that's what I'll say

on the outside looking in

my selfdestruct system is my only fight

'cause I don't play to win

I try to put my finger on it

frustrated

but I know all in all it has not come to grip with

on the outside lookin in

my selfdestruct system is my only fight

'cause I don't play to win

isn't it a complex

oh you must be thinking of another

it depends on the light.. most suicidal tonight

I don't play to win

I don't play to win

I don't play to win