I tried it once before, but I didn′t get too far

I felt a lot of pain, but it didn't stop my heart

And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuckBut I waited there forever and nobody even looked up

I tried it once before, and I think I might have messed up

I struggled with the veins, and I guess I didn′t bleed enough

But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn′t really wanna die

But nothing very special ever happens in my life

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won′t end the pain

And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it like before, and this time I made a deep cut

I thought about my friends and the way I didn′t give enough

And I should've told my mother, "Mom, I love you" like a good son

But this life is overwhelming, and I′m ready for the next one

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I′ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah

I tried it once again, and I think I might black out

I should've left a letter, but I had nothing to write about

My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up

The cutting part was easy, but regretting it is so fucked

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won't end the pain

And I′ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me

I died to be the white ghost

Of the man that I was meant to be

I tried it once again and I think I went too far

The man that I was meant to be

I cut a little deeper, and the pressure stopped my heart

The man that I was meant to be

I couldn′t tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son

This life is overwhelming, and I′m ready for the next one