And if I die tonight how would I be remembered

As a man that disconnects from the pain that still lingers

It′s in the past now yeah that's where I′m found

My future isn't something that I want it passed down

I put up my walls

I keep up my guard

Growing up, everybody says they want to go far

Yeah, then their dreams aren't enough

Yeah, they were stolen by a demon yo that demon is us

People all around me are making mistakes

But they take no blame, they said that it′s just fate

I see a smilе that′s fake

They had a full tank of gas

And then thеy slammed on the brakes

And that

Yeah, that makes me feel out of place

They call me crazy

Cause I don't feel the need to relate

Take all that baggage

Yeah they just transfer the weight

Just cause you pawned of all your problems

Doesn′t mean your life's great

Take a good look around

Look at the people right now

That are holding you down

Would you still be fine?

Yeah, if they weren′t around

They may not always be

Just be honest please, are you happy?

Yeah, are you happy?

And these are just the things I believe

I think before you plant your flowers, the grass should be green

I think we move too quickly trying to find what life means

And we start skipping through chapters

And we don't play out the scenes

So focused on what we′re not

Take the opinions of others

And we start changing the plot

It's all about what you want

It's not about what they got

You live your life around them you won′t amount to a lot

I treat relationships, just like the moon

No matter how far or close I know I′m never consumed

And everybody's fitting in they just play it cool

I′d rather be the one out here who's breaking rules

I stay consistent I make moves that are subtle

I swear to God, everybody wants to see you struggle

So they can meet you at the bottom

They′ve been there for years

They feel better about themselves when you become their peer

But me, naw

I can't give into pressure cause when I do

That′s when I slip into depression

And every time I open my heart, it leads to deception

So if I rush to commitment then I ain't learning my lessons

Know that's a strange view

But pain just hits a little different when it′s pain you choose

I know you settled, go do what you do

But I′ll be out here making music I got so much to prove