Before I was so lithe

Everyone could fool me

Boys made me loose my virginity

Friends manipulated me

One day I met a mysterious,

Nice man, half lynx

He became my lodestar

He made me independent

He made me to a man-of-war

He made me to poison

To nicotine

He made me to morphine

~Ref~

When I look into the mirror

I see a sad face who has

Done a big mistake

A person with a mask

I just got my memories

Every minute I think of all the Pain I went through

I miss it so much

Ihave a nasty feeling

I used to love the moonlight

Now I hate it so much

I want to need the oxygen

I miss feeling the pain

I want to take a pace backword

Turn back the time

I want to live again

~Ref~

If they just could get a picture

Just get a clue

The answer to my death

I could be a free soul in heaven

Not trapped on earth when

I Can't live

~Ref~