I'm sittin' on a citadel

Contemplating life

Making a point to waste my time

I'm walking on clouds

Of white

What if I fall

What if I don't

What if I never make it home

What if I bleed

What if I break

And I find that I can't take

The city below the citadel

Holding my own hand?

Sittin' alone

I'm breakin' on the balcony

Breakin' window panes

Killing the pain of broken hearts

I'm walkin' on clouds

I'm walkin' on stars

What if I fall

What if I don't

What if I never make it home

What if I bleed

What if I break

And I find that I can't take

The city below the citadel

Holding my own hand?

Sittin' alone

Holdin' on to something

That's keepin'me from jumpin'

So afraid to go in alone

Holdin up this fortress

With imaginary forces

Longing for a life down below