What happens when you learn to fly but don′t know how to land

Thankfully when I'm this high there ain′t no traffic jams

Success and happiness are not the same, well I'll be damnedGod has a history of shooting down your future plans

But I'm not mad about it, I′m still growing like a lily sproutin′

If you see me on the ground, don't pick it up

Just leave it where you found it

My heart′s a flower so I'm fragile

It′s not something that you play around with

I barely love myself enough to write this

My soul's in agony, can′t fall asleep

My mind prefers to work the night shift

Like God why am I like this?

I got no strength, can barely move I'm lifeless

My flesh and spirit constantly colliding

I document my failures, I'm more a doer than I am a sayer

Don′t bother me I′m working now I said I'll call you later

Exit my life, you′ll do yourself a favor

I got no self-esteem my soul could use a couple prayers

Yeah, my joy in life is empty

Me and my feelings have a date night every single evening

Gym and the studio's all I need to combat the demons

Y′all pay for hits, like a Pfizer shot to prevent diseases

To me this is easy I'm practically the Harry Houdini of rap

My life is a movie you said you see people leaving, that′s cap

My theater's full of viewers dying to see me react

To all the BS thrown in my lap (Let's go)

I don′t take my own advice but I should be

Giving it to Christ, but I′m busy with my own things

The good, the bad, and of course I get the ugly

My heart will sabotage anyone who loves me

And sing it out if you suck at holding good things

And raise your voice if you feel like self-destructing

It's sad to say but none of y′all worth trusting

I suffer from a case of bad mood swings

Hold on, let me find my cadence, rock & sling King David

If God is with me whom shall I be afraid of?

I'm too devoted, my flow is GOATED yet underrated

Think I′m crazy now just wait until I go Super Saiyan

Give me something nice, I'll break it

Tape it together and list it for sale at doubled the initial payment

Or trade it for something better I′m open-minded

Like Jordan Peele's 'Get Out′ thriller

You′re in a dream but don't realize it

Flash photography to wake me up, Episode 3 Obi-Wan

I′ll force you out of my life without choking up

Fresh out of favors, I don't owe you none, left me here to rot

Now I′m infected with fungus like in The Last of Us

I fail to disengage, I've seen better days

I′m a fighter pilot every single tango I evade

Climbing altitude, people catching wind about my name

The more you hate, the faster I accelerate off into space (Yeah)

Something wrong if I ain't rapping

Like Game of Thrones without dragons

A pool without chlorine tablets, a kitchen with its cabinets

I'm barely scratching the surface not even lighting the matches

I live the life that you wanted it all was destined to happen

Yeah, it all was destined to happen

I′ll be candid I dress a beat like a Cesar salad

Take what I want like the ghost inside of Luigi′s mansion

Soundtrack to your life, don't mind if I generate the captions

I don′t take my own advice but I should be

Giving it to Christ, but I'm busy with my own things

The good, the bad, and of course I get the ugly

My heart will sabotage anyone who loves me

And sing it out if you suck at holding good things

And raise your voice if you feel like self-destructing

It′s sad to say but none of y'all worth trusting

I suffer from a case of bad mood swings