My silent smile my hidden cry

My silent smile is there just

Hiding all what you've done

I guess this time you don't wanna fight

I guess I have to accept you are for whoever tries

I know that all your friends make fun of my disgrace

I know you lead them

I know that everytime you leave you spit my name

I know you don't

Care, you just don't care

I can't get away from this because

Trying is sometimes so far from my hands up

I say that I miss

But I can't feel what I had and now is lost

My only friend has been this chair

My only friend since walking for me is dreaming awake

I bet that's why you can stay awake

I bet that's why you told me I'm not lonely no way

I know you feel that I'm too heavy for your wings

I know you feel that

I know that you don't have respect for all of this

I know you don't

You crash my future

And then you want me

To think you now

Can fix my present