I feel like one of a kind

The way I′ve been on my grind

Ain't no way that I′m falling behindEven in my dark days imma shine

Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working

By my dolo I′ve slowly been learning

So I write down this pain and this hurting

To explain to you how I′m imperfect

I feel like one of a kind

The way I've been on my grind

Ain′t no way that I'm falling behind

Even in my dark days imma shine

Yeah I′m moving in silence I'm working

By my dolo I′ve slowly been learning

So I write down this pain and this hurting

To explain to you how I'm imperfect

Lately been ducking the verdicts

Hiding behind these curtains

I carry all of my burdens

So I display different versions

I had to take a step back

Iniquities wish that I left that

Still ride around in that jetpack

I don't think I really kept track

Stuck in the dark I regret regret regret

All the love went straight to my head

Thanking God we ain′t ended up dead

One look back and see why I′m upset

2020 Got me stuck in a trench

I mourned over so many deaths okay

Maybe I should just forget no way

I'm gon′ be doing my dance

Thinking 'bout who I′m gon' be

All these lies in my head I can′t flee

I ain't even gon' cap I get most of my joy when I′m steadily riding the beat

I just carry on I′m picking up the pieces

I ain't gotta give you no reason

Now you know this is my season

Now you know this is my season aye

I ain′t gotta give you no reason

Lately I ain't been okay

Feel like I messed up in too many ways

Hopefully you can find patience in me

I′m growing up in some way every day

I feel like one of a kind

The way I've been on my grind

Ain′t no way that I'm falling behind

Even in my dark days imma shine

Yeah I'm moving in silence I′m working

By my dolo I′ve slowly been learning

So I write down this pain and this hurting

To explain to you how I'm imperfect

I feel like one of a kind

The way I′ve been on my grind

Ain't no way that I′m falling behind

Even in my dark days imma shine

Yeah I'm moving in silence I′m working

By my dolo I've slowly been learning

So I write down this pain and this hurting

To explain to you how I'm imperfect

Beaming wanna be valiant

Radiant like it′s Valorant

I′m just tryna get to Heaven and

Let my light blinding ain't no questioning

I′m just tryna make my momma proud

Never see my father looking down

I'm just tryna make it

So that other people feel like they could make a difference now

I feel like I gotta act

If I play defensive then I′ll get attacked

Thoughts in my head keep it packed

Clown car with my demons in back, yeah

Imperfect like on my sweater

I'm just tryna give my family better

Need the homies, I need birds of a feather

I need someone I need someone

How can I kid myself wanting a future if I cannot even make it through the day

Scared that my parents are listening

Scared that the girl that I like is a witness and

"Oh he′s a mess, don't want nothing to do with him"

Trust me I feel the same way

I feel like I am not worthy

All of my blessings take from me

Worship the one that's above me

I cannot give in to hate, dang

I cannot think straight

I need to leave LA

Hop in the spaceship

I wanna run away

Jonah tried to run away, yeah

God tryna turn me around, yeah

Forgive me my sin wash away, yeah

Swimming I hope I don′t drown

I′m broken

I lost it all

I'm sorry

But there′s one thing on my mind

Yeah I do this all the time

I feel like one of a kind

The way I've been on my grind

Ain′t no way that I'm falling behind

Even in my dark days imma shine

Yeah I′m moving in silence I'm working

By my dolo I've slowly been learning

So I write down this pain and this hurting

To explain to you how I′m imperfect

I feel like one of a kind

The way I′ve been on my grind

Ain't no way that I′m falling behind

Even in my dark days imma shine

Yeah I'm moving in silence I′m working

By my dolo I've slowly been learning

So I write down this pain and this hurting

To explain to you how I′m imperfect