I'm a mess that's the best way to describe it

I leave no time to myself the only way I can fight it

When I'm alone it's like I'm staring into a mirror

Don't know the person inside it and that's never been any clearer

I miss our family and I miss all my friends

If you had it to do over your do it over again

Cause I would, it means something more to me

There's a whole in my heart where you use to be

I still wish you the best of luck baby

And don't go thinking this was a waste of time

I couldn't forget you if I tried

You killed what was left of the good in me

I'm tired so let me be broken

Look down at the mess that's in front of me

No other words may be spoken

And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried

Kept all of my past mistakes down inside

I'll live with regret for my whole life

I confess, that I brought this all on my self

Condemned to suffer alone, like there's nobody else

When your gone, it's like a whole part of me's missing

So I'll keep living the lie and just hope that your listening

I tried to make us a life here

But our foundation was built on sand

Now stop and run until the damage was done

And I've never had the upper hand

I still wish you the best of luck baby

And don't go thinking this was a waste of time

I couldn't forget you if I tried

You killed what was left of the good in me

I'm tired so let me be broken

Look down at the mess that's in front of me

No other words may be spoken

And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried

Kept all of my past mistakes down inside

I'll live with regret for my whole life

All the things you love are all the things I hate

How did we get here in the first place?

All but your cold blood inside your mind (All my trust)

Is always burning inside of me (All the way)

I can't make any more progress I know I'll faint

The only thing that can heal this this time is space

You killed what was left of the good in me

I'm tired so let me be broken

Look down at the mess that's in front of me

No other words may be spoken

And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried

Kept all of my past mistakes down inside

I'll live with regret for my whole life

For my whole life